Mask On, Mask Off?

Dear Mom, There’s a pandemic going on right now. You probably already know that, or, I don’t know how news like that works after someone passed away. Do you just know everything that’s going on? Or energetically, can you just feel the bigness of it?- like you are aware that people are really getting tested

Layla by Eric Clapton

Hi Mom,   I was talking to someone about you a couple of weeks ago near my place. I think I was saying the usual broken record stuff about how I’m not sure that I feel you. I don’t know if the signs are you. I don’t know if you are okay. (Yeah, I am

Morning Prayer- 4 Years Now

  Dear Mom, I still have really bad nightmares about you. I had one just this morning. You weren’t happy, and I also now feel like you’re not happy with me. I don’t know why. I don’t know why I feel this way or dream these things. It really hurts my heart and makes the

Vicks

Dear Mom, I think I suddenly got some sort of cold. I was fine yesterday, but then at the end of the night and this morning, I felt so tired, with a runny nose, and a bit of a scratchiness and cough in my throat. I reached for the Vick Vapo Rub of course.  It’s

YOUR favor

I used to love this kind of thinking, and I can believe it for myself. I mean, right from the start, everything WAS rigged in my favor. I got you as a mom. That is absolute proof right there. And I still experience so much goodness, and “luck” and beautiful happenings that make me feel

Intezaar

Dear Mom, There’s a song I like, and get this- it’s from a Hindi movie! I know, crazy, right?  I don’t know if I ever told you about this song, or the movie. Or did you introduce me to the movie? I don’t know how else I would have ended up watching it. But I